It was unexpected.
I was so positive on giving up for a while. I had my heart so set on needing this break, this absolutely desperate call for separation. The last couple weeks have been such a dreadful obligation. I’d not looked forward to our encounter for months now, thinking how much I was dreading the time we’d spend.
Something changed. We were in the kitchen, and I had no desire for the pairing. But for a moment, we danced to “A kiss to build a dream on”, and I smiled. Remembering what it felt like to fall deeply in love. It lasted for such a short moment, while I was lost in the song.
My heart felt full. I had felt a joy that I’ve struggled so hard to reach again.
It’s been such a long while, my passion.
The dance was lovely.
yours truly,
c.